Day 44- Manifesting a "Lean, Mean, Money Makin' Machine"

It is day 44 and I weigh exactly the same as I did when I began. I did, however, go from $3.12 to $10 in my savings account, and I have signed my daughter up for gymnastics and been able to pay for that! I also was able to pay the upfront costs for a side business that I love called Sendoutcards. I have been talking to my coach on vacation in Hawaii, who lives off the business and travels frequently- so I have great expectations for the money side of things.

Here is what I have noticed:
1) I do not, as promised, look at the picture of myself thin every morning and night. I forget or decide I am too tired or it wont make a difference. All very non-power of attraction thoughts.

2) I am somewhat 'iffy' on noticing negative thoughts and shifting them. I do tend to notice negative weight thoughts and shift them. However a lot of my life is lived in 'the frantic zone'- trying to rush here and there, exhausted and worried about all the plates that I can't keep in the air. So the very backdrop or environment for my life is the exact opposite of living in the now, in the flow of the universe and enjoying each moment of life. If this is the context for my life, it is probably natural that I will not manifest what I want.

3) I am also not noticing and appreciating the good things I see that I want- as I promised I would. Since I am running and taking little time to breathe, how could I possibly be noticing
and appreciating life.

So, all in all, my weight and money is going exactly as I might expect that it to go.

My remedy

1) I have signed up for a meet-up group about the law of attraction. I will go to that group and see what I can learn from others- as well as how I can build a like-minded community to help me in my goals.

2) I will get the literature or tapes that are studied by the group and begin to study them.

3) I will take moments in my life to breathe and appreciate where I am, what I have, and all that is around me- including what I intend to have and how I intend to look.

4) I recommit to my original promise to a) look at my pictures and meditate on them daily- putting myself into the feel of being thin and having money b) look in the world for things that appeal to me, including the kind of body I intend to have. Appreciate them all. c) Look at myself in the mirror and appreciate me, exactly how I am now. d) Take time to enjoy my food and mealtimes.

Thank you for taking the time to follow me. As always, send me your good thoughts and vibes.